Yup. that's me. I have been MIA since Saturday. I wish I could tell you it has been a lovely week. :-) It has in the important ways.. as in Lilly had her first "by herself play date".. and Madison had fun at Daisy Scouts.. and both are enjoying this great weather we are having...
But I have to say.. that next week is Spring Break for myself and my youngest..and I am so looking forward to getting my "stuff" in order. I will be the first to admit that I live a full life.. and that I enjoy every part of it.. but I am also the hardest on myself. I constantly remind myself about "what I am not".. what I am not doing right... what I am not getting done... what I did not pick up at the store...all of it.. and it has been one of those weeks where I have been disappointed in myself. I know I will shake it off.. I always do.. but I tell you ladies..
I even bought some organization tools (again) last night to keep me "cleaner" in my elected areas of work. Little carry cases made out of like a canvas cloth.. and I am having things like: "new accounts" and "needs to pay"... and "cost of business" monogramed on them.
I am not a complainer.. even my dearest friend told me yesterday that even though I am busy .. I do not unload my stress on her or anyone.. that I am peaceful. :-) I do have an inner core of peace... but the outer shell is cracked up.. (hahaha).
Oh.. and my hair is in serious need of a color and cut.
I know my flaws.. and they are glaring at me. I need to get a good dose of rest I guess.
Part of me wants to erase this post. But I told myself when I started.. that part of the reason I am writing it is to journal my life for my girls to have when they are older... and that I needed to be honest...
so there it is.. I am human... I hate to admit it. :-)